Friday, 28 September 2018

FFS Friday - Hovering

Oh how embarrassment. It's Friday and I haven't prepared a rant/whinge/lecture etc. Oops. It's not that I don't have things to say, it's just that my brain is empty. I have no words.

I've realised lately just how alone I am a lot of the time. At the moment I've got a friend who I see every day. I've seen her nearly every day for the last seven months. Next week she's moving overseas and it's made me realise that when she's gone I'll be alone again. When Tiger is away I rarely spend time with anyone other than the kids.

We go to the home schooling group every week, but the majority of my time there is spent supervising the boys and having half conversations whilst I race after them. I miss the days of having friends who I could see whenever. I miss being able to call a friend and see if they want to come over. I miss having company.

My BFF has a lot of awful things going on for her at the moment, so I don't get to see her as often as I'd like. 

I'm hovering between being perfectly contented with my life and feeling like I'm going crazy. I blame the lack of coffee. Yes, you guessed it, my coffee machine is still not fixed! It's been over two weeks now. I may not survive. 

I've also been having trouble with my stomach, which never helps. As usual, the blood tests show that everything is fine, which they clearly aren't because my stomach is really sore. It's times like these I miss my amazing naturopath. I have no idea where he is now, last I heard he was living in the Philippines. 

So that's my strange, rambling rant for the week. 

Have a beautiful weekend lovelies :)

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